this song… has sooo much more meaning now… youll always by the first… i still love you no matter what.. :)
(Source: Spotify!)
Say hello to my new friends for the next couple of weeks. #fracture #solame #ijustwannaplay (Taken with instagram)
past week played for a new team, Shades of Queen, in a charity football game against CSUF, and let me say getting back on the field was sooo much fun… although it was a whole new experience, new team, new rules, everything, it felt like normal kind of… it did make me miss playing with team VAG but at the same time it was nice to play with some new people and some new talent… and i must say it was verrrrrrry refreshing… dont get me wrong i love team VAG, but it was a new challenge and helped me alot as a teammate… i had to learn to trust these new players very quickly.. i mean i only practiced with them twice yet we came up with a win 12-2 win… prob could have been more but i made some bad decision… but anyways playing with Shades of queen definitely made me realize what a TEAM should realliy be like… the women on the team welcomed me with open arms and showed me the togetherness that i wish team VAG had. everyone on this team was friends and you can tell that they had each others back no matter what… on team VAG i can’t honesty say that everyone would have each others back and that we are all close and have that bond that other teams share.. i feel like that is what holds us back from being so successful….but overall the game was really fun and definitely makes me want to get back on the field…. after the game they invited me to play with them again in a tournament next month so i think im going to do that. and i also asked a couple of the girls if they wanted to join team VAG for NIT and sportsfest next year and they said they were down so hopefully they can actually come out and play cuz they bring the physicality that team VAG lacks..
one of the girls on the team asked if i wanted to form an all girls team next fallfor intramurals… and im kind of at a crossroads cuz i dont want to bail on team vag but at the same time, if i could play with some of the girls from this team, we could definitely do some damage… so i’m not quite sure what i’m going to do but well see…
all i know is i missed playing football and can’t wait for NIT or sportsfest..
had the most amazing birthday thanks to these 4… <3<3 #surprise#birthday#friends (Taken with instagram)
had the most amazing 23rd birthday… I love my friends and don’t know what I would do without them….
Thursday- went to DTF, with the normal crew, and some of the boys… wasn’t as crazy was definitely nice to be able to go out again…
Friday- my bestest got us tickets to go to the Lakers vs. Houston game.. it was a really good game despite them losing and was extra special since the 1972 laker team was being acknowledged during halftime
Saturday- (my actual birthday) spent it with the bestest, went to lunch went shopping, and then she had to leave and i went to dinner with my girls… at dinner, i was surprised to find out that it wasn’t just me and my girls, but half my football team, my coaches, cousins as well as my best friend… <3 they had surprised me with dinner, my cousins told me they couldn’t make it as well as a couple of my friends, so i thought it was just going to be about 4 of us, but little did i know everyone that i wnated there was pretty much there… i think i was the most surprised to see my best friend, not only because i was with her a couple hours before and she had told me she went home, but because it was with my football friends and she has never wanted to hang out with me and my friends.. i think i was so excited i started tear… everything was just perfect that night… i had my teammates, BHs, cousins and my best friend together all at once, and i couldn’t have asked for anything better that night….
so thankful for my friends… i definitely didn’t deserve all that they did, but am so blessed and grateful for each and every one of them.. <3<3<3
ugh….
SUH-wear you are soooo freakin difficult to deal with…. stop being a beezy when i have done absolutely nothing…. gosh.. idk what the freak your problem is but gtf over yourself….
Awww I love himMy grandfather died and left my family this video will. R.I.P papi.
Via free.your.mind
sometimes….
i just want to run away from my life, and just be on my own and see what else the world has to offer…. be away from my comfort zone, and what i know, my friends and family, and just start over, and see how well i would do, if i would make it, if i would do better than i am now or worse…. sigh… if i only knew…
About me
I'm me.Team VAG. BHs. Going out. Meeting new people. Piano. Texting. Laughing. Photography. Boarding. Computers. Music. Sports. Traveling.
